This sucks. I know you'll hurt me and my life will fall to ruins again and I don't think I can put myself through that again, but I refuse to distance myself from you even though my heart is begging me to do so.
I don't know where this will go, or if it will go anywhere for that matter.
I want you so badly I can taste it.
I'll see you tomorrow and pretend it's nothing, that everything single cell in my body is not pulling me towards you.
It's freaking me out.
I fall so hard every time and I only realize it when it's far too late.
You'd better try tomorrow. You said you would try.
Please try.
I will not let myself scare yet another man away.
This will not end badly. This will not end badly. This will not end badly.
I certainly won't let it end badly, or end at all for that matter, not if I can help it.
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