I feel like everything in my life right now is meant to make me more stressed.
Seriously? Can I please just get a break for more than a few minutes?
Today was a really good day but I feel like whenever I'm alone...and sober..all I can think about is the things I have to do. I really wish I could just get another year or two of High School. I'm only now realizing how nice it is to only have to worry about little essays and things to write. Now I have college applications, my portfolio, scholarship forms and my Senior Grad Project on top of all the regular school work I have. I really feel like I'm about to have a panic attack just putting all these things into words. It's really scary. It's like there's this huge weight on my chest I can't take off.
I just need a day or two to breathe and get my shit together.
I don't think I can handle much more pressure.
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